I am home this weekend because I am ill.
I hate being ill in this country. Last night I was so weak but had to walk all the way to Tesco just to do the shopping and then I had to cook myself a meal.
This would never happen in Manila.
In Manila I just need to scream and food would be served on a tray and brought to my bed. And when you're sick you can pull the craving and sick card and say 'oh i'm really feeling for Japanese' and then your driver and your maid will go off, buy your food, and in 30 minutes you're eating exactly what you want while watching your film of choice, in bed.
I would kill for someone to take care of me right now.
I really feel like death.
I need love and a really amazing hug!!!